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Nov 18, 2025

Getting comfortable


I tend to get comfortable very easily.

I forget how I felt yesterday. I took a day off yesterday just due to mental pressure and bitch like mindset. Just because I was too afraid to work. And today morning after a huddle with Tran, I suddenly felt comfortable again?

Like WTF dude?

How can you get comfortable?

You don’t have freedom to rest and waste your day. You’ve got to just fucking work.

He told you that you’re gonna be driver of this project: Pricing Refactor, then be it. Be the driver, drive it. Learn it.

YOU ARE FUCKING GETTING PAID TO LEARN DUDE!!!! THAT’S OPPORTUNITY PEOPLE WOULD KILL TO GET.

DON’T BE WEAK LITTLE PUSSY AND GET COMFORTABLE

USE THAT OPPORTUNITY.

I am the luckiest guy I would ever meet. I mean who the fuck do I know gets paid 2 lakhs per month to learn? And I am feeling pressure in that as well and not utilizing the opportunity? People say life throws only a handful of good balls at you so hit that sixer when you have the chance.

I really am lucky.

Every morning I should remind myself that I am getting paid to learn and if I just manage to learn every day for the rest of this job, I am gonna be unstoppable, I am gonna earn so much and buy a mansion for my dear mom.

Conclusion

I can write all day and not work but here is the thing again.

  • Don’t get overwhelmed and afraid
  • Remember your and moms dream before you slack off again
  • You are getting paid 2 lakhs to learn
  • You and your family depends on that money

Slacking off = Losing job = no money = worst life you could imagine

SO FUCKING START NOW!!

Signing off,

Rijan sign

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